My name is Javier David Gonzalez, I am 24 years old, I live in the state of Zulia - Venezuela. It is the emblem city of the west of the country. I have lived my whole life here. I've made the best friends someone can have. I have fallen in love and loved. I have made a beautiful life here.
I have dedicated my life to doing the things that I love, I learned English. I did a camarograph course. I studied music for 3 years, I learned to play the double bass and I spent six months in a chamber choir. All that I have loved completely.
I love science as well as art. I studied 3 years engineering in refining and petrochemistry in the Bolivarian University of Venezuela. Although I loved my career I had to freeze it when my mother was sick.
My mother died because of lung cancer at the age of 61. Living the experience with my sister and my father and my relatives was quite strong. That event marked my life. I learned a lot. After his death I dedicated myself completely to work and dedicated myself for almost 20 months to work in a pharmacy where I learned many things that have helped me to grow personally.
At age 22 or at any age, no one is prepared to lose his mother. My mom was authentic, she had a free spirit. I loved Christmas and she always tried to make the month of December an unforgettable moment for all those around her. She was very brave. Her loss was quite painful May is a strong month for my soil to remember her always that month. But even when she is no longer physically and I have millions of questions I want to ask her to help me guide my life I have learned to keep her alive with the good times I have with her. I always remember when everything is wrong and I need strength to cope with situations. My mother's name is Roedilsa and I love her. I dedicated this space in my presentation because without her and without my father I would not be who I am.
We all deal with our emotions in different ways. For me these two years have been an ongoing search to change myself. I dedicate myself to reading many self-help books and I believe the abito to meditate. I learned about Buddhism a bit and captured myself. My friends guided me to look for that. In Venezuela, everyone has faith and a lot of desire to excel as a young country that wants to emerge. I am at the time of my life where I want to try to share what little I know and dare to do new things, that's why I joined Steemit.
