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Hello. Today will tell you the story of how I ended up in a mental hospital and stayed there for almost a month. Turned out I was there because I wanted to commit suicide. It was a long time ago, but the causes and consequences of the act, I remember for a lifetime. The reason was a quarrel with the girl, she was gone from me. I have nothing else could think of at the moment how to eat all the pills that were in the apartment and cut his wrists. The scars I have stayed so far, as a reminder of my stupidity. I poisoned badly, and if the girl had not returned and saw me lying on the floor unconscious, maybe I be dead. Once again, I will say that it was the most stupid idea my whole life, and it is good that it failed. I woke up in hospital two days later. Naked, covered with droppers and no ideas what happened. When I was able to more or less understand what was happening, I was immersed in an ambulance and taken to a psychiatric hospital. At first I did not understand where to hit, it took about two days like it dawned on me that I was in a mental hospital. The more crazy, I have not seen in a straitjacket. Ordinary people who can be seen everywhere. Every day for a month after the meal, we were fed medications, antidepressants for every taste. At first I felt quite normal, not fatigue is not sleepiness, in general, as always. But five days later I began to realize that much harder to think and even to go so slowly. The food there is very bad, it seemed that the grass on the street and it tastes better. All that it could do is to go and smoke in an enclosed space, we were taken out into the street once a day at 11:00 for a walk for half an hour in the some cage. But this did not have to because all failed after antidepressant used to escape even if wanted b. What do you feel when you're there? By and large, you just do not care at all what was going on, these drugs kill your will, the ability to think, take away your individuality. Also, it is very difficult when you have taken the freedom of movement, it's so depressing, that it is impossible to describe it in words. Only in such situations, you know how people do not value their freedom who have it. Patients, too, are not as simple as they seem, I talked with one guy a week, and only then realized that it is not all right. He claimed that God speaks to him. Another told me that he has an island with unicorns. In appearance they are common and normal, but over time you realize that they are not just located there. After a month in such a "wonderful" place, I can give some advice what would have happened, never make hasty actions which can regret.

Good day to all. Do not repeat the mistakes of others. You do not like the place where you slowly turns into a vegetable.